Saturday was homecoming. It rocked.
I got to be with my amazing boyfriend AND awesome friends. What more can you ask for?
Lots of people there to make me feel even happier and the night was awesome.
One interesting thing was the interaction of Ryan and TJ (my ex). They were totaly cool with eath other. We were dancing in the same area the entire night because of friends, and it was no big deal. I found it slightly odd for the two of them to be get along so well, but I really liked it. I don't enjoy that akwardness.
Ryan wanted to make Jessica jealous, but like I realized before, I don't actually enjoy it, so why do it? Why not just have my own fun and forget about her? Which is what I did. :D

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I had to baby sit on Friday
I went to my ex-boyfriend's house on Saturday.
Ryan almost got in trouble with a cop.
School is boring.
Tania never goes to school.
The school is stupid.
I'm going to Knotts on Saturday.
The End.

Last Saturday was our 1 year anniversary. It was pretty nice. He met me over at my brother's soccer game, with 2 dozen pink roses.

Being unprepared, I had to go to the store with my stepmom after the game, and he went back to my house.
My parents decided to go out so we could have the house to ourselves.
I made the rice pilaf that Ryan likes, steak (for the first time ever), and cut up some tomatoes.
We sat on the floor at the little coffee table with candles and the flowers.
And we had strawberry Crush (which is like one of 'our' things).
After dinner, I figured out how to melt chocolate in the microwave. We made chocolate covered strawberries. Fed each other and played with the melted chocolate.
We hung out for a little bit, then decided to go drive.
There was a full moon that night (another of 'our' things)

We decided to go to the place where he asked me out.
We sat on that bench, and tried to take a good kissing picture.


Then we went back to my house, and hung out until he had to go.

(Almost) Everything has sucked lately.

Just over a week and a half ago, my car got ruined. I was in the house, car parked on the street, and this girl hit my car. I almost cried.

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So the insurance company offered $800 for the car. My dad said he wanted more. I don't know what they agreed on, but after lots of stress, my dad got a burgundy 1993 volvo.

This morning he told me to get dressed so we could go look at a new head unit (the stereo thingie) for the car. It sucked though, because he picked one out, never asked if I liked it, and bought it. It was the very first one we looked at. Then he yelled at me for being ungrateful and I cried.
It just seemed like taking me to get a new head unit was just a show.


School has been okay. I really don't feel like doing the work in most classes, but whatever.

Friend's have been okay. Sometimes I feel like I give and give and give to my friends and get nothing back. It really sucks when everyone's out having fun, and I'm not. I hate the fact that Tania doesn't care about school, and she's always out having fun, and I'm always stuck at home doing homework. I wish she would care a little more about school. I'd love to hang out after school sometimes and do a little homework and mess around and just hang out.

Ryan's been great. Today is our one year anniversary. I'm going to make dinner for the two of us tonight.

My myspace got deleted. Whatever. I'm done there. School's starting anyways. Its not like I really need the extra distractions.

Ryan came home like Monday night. Called me (finally) as Chris was dropping me off (on time!)

Ryan and Chris don't get along at all. Chris just won't stop trying to irritate Ryan. My dad gave me a reason for why Chris does that, and I'm starting to think maybe he's right, but I dunno.

Today was his last day of summer. School starts tomorrow. We went and saw Red Eye and I liked it. We met Kalen, Alex and Matt and Matt's house. Then met Chris at Bean Town. Then I went home, and here I am, waiting for Chris, Kalen and Alex. I made food. Yes, I actually COOKED food.

I got my lip pierced a week and a half ago. I'm taking it out soon though, because I don't like the placement. I'm planning to get it repierced over Christmas break. I'll get my ears pierced soon I hope.

I'm so lonely. I hate being home alone when its dark. Or even when everyone else is asleep. It's creepy.

Babysitting is kinda boring. I had to baby sit Lucas last night and it was ok, but then I put him to bed at like 9.30, and it was like way too easy to do that. Then it was quiet and creepy.

Tania called at like 10.15, and we talked about whether or not she should sneak out. She and Chris were going to come over here, but my parents got home at like 2, and Chris still hadn't picked her up, and I decided to go to bed.

And Kalen was at her house since she has her senior pictures today. I'm ready to go out and have fun. I don't know who's driving though. Brandon (from PCS) keeps texting me and we were supposed to hang out, but we have no one to drive us.

I think I want to have like a small party (like 15 people) before school starts. I'd really like to do something where there's no alcohol or drugs. Just put on some good music, and have the right group of people. It could be fun. I'm in a dancing mood. I'd like set up my speakers and iPod and we'd have pizza or hot wings and other stuff. Get the lights set up again, and we could hang out in the jacuzzi too. Maybe I should start mentioning the idea of no drugs or alcohol and see if people would be interested.


Anyone want a cookie??
( Kalen and I got bored in Chris's car.. )

I'm freaking out. Myspace isn't working. :( Make it work!!

Oh I'm going to this thing at 4 today. Its a driving thing. With my dad. And Ryan. And Michelle told one of the crews about it so there's gonna be camera people there. Maybe you'll see me on the news tonight. And not for anything bad.
And I think we're going to a party tonight. But Ryan has to be home by 10 and that sucks. But maybe I can make someone else take me home later, cause I don't want to be home at like 9:30. That would really suck.

So yes. I'm gonna go out, and I want MySpace to work. It's really frustrating!!

I am so ready for it to be Friday. No I take that back, I'm ready for Saturday afternoon.

I dreamt of penises last night.

I skipped school today. I realized last night, as I was laying in bed, that I had a paper due today for history. And it's not like I can just not do it cause I already skipped two of the chapters and I need to keep my A. Plus I've been wanting to skip a day of school. So today is my day. I already finished the paper. It wasn't that hard, but I still have to do a poster. The paper was like 4.5 pages and took an hour and a half. I've never had a paper before where I didn't struggle to make it long enough.
So I think I'm gonna go look for a dress for prom today. And maybe a bathing suit since Michelle said we'd get me one at the garmet district since they're cheaper. Maybe I'll get two.

My birthday was pretty good.
Hot Wings on Wednesday with Ryan, Kalen and Chris.
Cake on Thursday with Kalen.
Then we went out on Friday Kalen, Chris, and Ryan. Went in my jacuzzi too.
And Saturday we were going to go see Amityville since I realized I can buy rated R tickets now, but we were told they were checking ID at the door, so we decided not to. We ended up driving around. We were gonna go to some party, but didn't feel like paying or dressing up.
Sunday I was bored. We went to a carnival, but I'm not a carnival person. I find it to be a rip off and don't spend any money.
So I've decided that my birthday continues until the end of the month, so we get to keep celebrating it for a while.
I got money too, but I don't want to spend it.
Oh and I got a Coach purse and my dad got me Abercrombie clothes. I'll take pictures and put them on here later. I want more Abercrombie.